Announcement
by Theodora Goss
Despite the fact that it has officially
been abolished, the entire department
subject to budget cuts
designed to eliminate wasteful spending,
such as on wild cherry trees,
spring is coming again
any day now,
its branches heavy with white blossoms
that fall on the wet grass,
where no one sweeps them away —
as extravagant as ever.
(The image is Under the Cherry Tree by Sir John Lavery.)
How It Went (Diving)
by Theodora Goss
I went into surgery
for what they thought might be cancer
the same way I dove
into deep water
from the high dive, holding my breath,
thinking the only way up
to the air again was through
this new medium. Once I knew
it was not cancer after all, just a group
of irregular cells hanging out
in my throat, like teenagers
at the community pool,
I breathed, not with relief,
but simply to feel
that I was still somehow
capable of it, of expanding
my chest and taking in
the cold, sweet air of sheer
statistically unlikely and inexplicable
but utterly delightful
being.
(The image is The Pool No. 2 by Laura Knight.)
The Discontented Princess
by Theodora Goss
Once, there was a princess
who was never content.
First, she wanted the moon.
Her father the king gave her a silver
pendant shaped like the moon
on a silver chain. When she wanted
the sun, he gave her a gold
pendant – essentially, the same
idea. When she wanted
a river, he gave her a blue
crystal to wear; when she wanted
the mountains, a tortoiseshell
comb carved to resemble
peaks and valleys for her hair.
When she asked for the clouds,
he gave her a dress of white silk
that she could wear to a ball,
and when she asked for the rainbow,
a multicolored shawl.
When she wanted the stars,
he had them painted
on her bedroom ceiling.
And still, she was not content.
She wanted a fox, and was given
a stuffed one; a singing bird,
and received a clever automaton.
One day, while no one was watching,
she stole her maid’s clothes
and sneaked down to the kitchen,
then out the back door,
through the garden and out
the gate, into the wide world.
There they were: the sun shining
on the slopes of the mountains, clouds
floating in the blue sky,
and in the distance, a river winding
through the valley. Above it,
where it had rained earlier that day,
remained the fading colors
of a rainbow. She heard birds singing.
A fox slipped through the trees
at the edge of the forest.
Soon, she thought, night will come.
I will see the moon and stars.
And then, I will have everything
I ever wanted, absolutely everything.
(The image is The Princess Out of School by Edward Robert Hughes.)
The Eastern Screech-Owl (Megascops asio)
by Theodora Goss
The Eastern screech-owl
has a varied diet. In the wild,
it may consume insects such as cicadas
and crickets, small mammals
(mostly voles and field mice), song birds,
including sparrows and chickadees, sometimes
reptiles and amphibians, frogs especially,
but also lizards, and even crayfish. It hunts
at dusk and dawn, or at night,
while we are sleeping, curtains drawn
against the darkness.
But the Eastern screech-owl is one
with the darkness. Like other owls,
it has exceptional hearing and night vision,
which makes it an excellent hunter. It uses
several strategies: it may perch on a branch
and swoop down to catch its prey,
or chase it in the air for a short distance.
That is how it catches our dreams
as they flutter along on translucent wings,
so delicate, trusting the darkness
to hide them, not knowing
that the Eastern screech-owl, which,
as I have mentioned, is one
with the darkness,
is listening, watching, waiting
to pounce.
(The image is an illustration of Eastern screech-owls by John James Audubon.)
As Twilight Came to the Park
by Theodora Goss
There was a moment, as twilight came to the park,
when suddenly the lights turned on,
and the birds began to chatter and clatter as they do
just before dawn,
an inverted dawn, a dawn that brings the indigo
twilight falling fast,
and electric lights came on as they used to once,
in the gaslit past.
Then, carriages rolling down the street would bring
proud ladies in feathered hats
to sit on wooden benches beside threadbare
impoverished poets,
while strutting politicians would attempt to settle
important matters of state,
and shopgirls strolling together would linger, determined
to stay out late,
and in one corner, as disapproving nursemaids
watched children intently at play,
university students would argue about the urgent
questions of the day.
As twilight fell, their ghosts started moving along
the gavel paths, to and fro
in their outdated clothes, with their outdated gossip and news
from a century ago,
and I felt as though I sat, on that wooden bench,
at the fulcrum between a past
that was inaccessible and a future that seemed
uncertain at best,
while the ghosts passing to and fro offered no reassurance,
with their ancient loves and wars,
nor the birds, who had sung the same songs in twilights past,
nor the emerging stars.
(The image is A City Park by William Merritt Chase.)
The Language of Birds
by Theodora Goss
Once upon a time, you knew
the language of birds.
Don’t you remember?
They spoke to you in the morning
and in the evening,
and you could respond
in their own language —
you were bilingual,
like a child raised in Switzerland.
You could speak birdish
and humanish, each with the proper
accent and intonation.
That was before
you realized there was a difference
between you and the trees,
you and the hills
you and the rivers.
Before you decided you were separate
from the creation.
Before you forgot
how to fly.
(The image is an illustration by N.C. Wyeth)
In Praise of Complexity
by Theodora Goss
The eye delights
in these: the corbels under the edge
of the roof of the Nemzeti Múzeum,
which look like furled
bits of foliage, perhaps acanthus leaves
curled in on themselves, and then between
them, purely decorative, the white stone
fleurons, like five-petaled roses, so that beneath
the roof flourishes an orderly garden
which, unexpectedly, includes lions —
their mouths open in a silent roar.
All this just to hold up
the roof, on which pigeons build their nests.
They are equally inhabitants
of the museum park, perching in the chestnut trees,
drinking from the white stone fountain,
rising in aerial ballets,
gray, white, black, brown, some of them
with a ring of green iridescence
around their necks. They are more graceful
than we could ever be. The eye delights, too,
in this complexity: the design
of the pigeons, variegated and variable;
the design of their flight up from the gravel
paths, past running children, to the roof;
the design of the chestnut leaves against the stone
walls of the museum; the ancient windows
with their wavering glass
panes reflecting, irregularly, the branches
moving in the wind, the passing wings.
And then the life everywhere:
the chestnut trees whispering, the clatter
and flutter of the pigeons, parents shouting
after children engaged in the terrestrial ballet
of running after balls. The eye
of the observer sees it all, hears
it all, and also, somehow,
I’m not sure how,
from the stone garden under the roof,
the silent lions roaring.
(The image is an old painting of the Magyar Nemzeti Múzeum.)
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